I’m pleased that I can say I am back to managing. Not optimal but I think I’m almost there.
Work has almost destroyed me this year. It’s inhumane the expectations. No, the expectations would be okay if you were given enough time to do a good job. Not even a great job, but a good job. It’s so hard for a perfectionist to work under these conditions. It kills my soul when the required paperwork and policy takes away all the time to do a good job on your core business. So very sad.
But I focus on the positive. I need to. I have to let humour have space so that our souls will keep alive.
Started a new medication today. Along with an increased dose of my standard. Here’s hoping this is the last addition to optimal wellness.
As always… Working hard to manage emotions.